A couple of months ago, I was leaving a late-night meeting
to drive the 45 minutes home on dark, two-lane Appalachian roads. “Be safe!” my
fellow volunteers called out as I left. I shared their concern: dark country
roads during the deer rut are dangerous indeed, and I always thank God when I
make it home without killing myself or a deer.
I didn’t hit a deer on the way home, but I saw one that had
been hit by someone else. It was bucking desperately from where it lay on the
side of the road, trying to stand up so it could run to safety. It was a small
deer, probably one of last year’s fawns or maybe a yearling, I’m guessing a
doe. I called 911 and asked timidly if the need to put down an injured deer is
indeed an emergency. Turns out it is, and the dispatcher sent a Maryland state
highway officer to do the job.
While I waited, several cars stopped for a few seconds to
look at the deer and then drove on. Finally, one stopped and backed up toward
me, and a young woman got out.
“Are you claiming it?” she asked.
“I beg your pardon?”
“Are you claiming it? If not, I’ll take it. We don’t like to
see good meat go to waste.”
I looked at her small, two-door, foreign car questioningly.
“Hey,” she said. “All I need is a knife, a tarp, and a trunk!” She was a tiny, thin thing. You gotta love a
tough country gal.
I explained that I had already called 911, and she looked a
little disappointed. “Well, hopefully he’ll let me claim it. He might want to
use my knife instead of shooting it since we’re so close to houses.” It seemed
she had done this before.
We waited together until he arrived, about fifteen minutes
later. By then, the deer had managed to get on its feet and drag its wounded
rear end across the road, where it continued about four or five feet and lay
down in the grass. (For those of you who fault me for wasting the time of a
police officer on such a situation, I can add that the deer standing in the
road almost caused another hit. So ... endangering the public, etc., etc.)
I fretted the whole time. I hated to see that poor animal
suffer. I also hated to think that she might actually heal up and survive if
there weren’t an officer on his way to kill her, thanks to me. My husband is a
hunter and has seen (er, shot) some strange things: a deer with a broken leg that had
healed, a deer that had been shot and whose body had calcified the bullet and
gone on to survive to an old age. Oh well, I consoled myself, at least she’ll
feed a family. I know personally how deeply satisfying it is to go into winter
with a freezer full of venison.
How many deer die horrible deaths every day as part of their
natural lives? I would be willing to bet it’s a very high number. Disease,
starvation, wounds, attacks by other animals, old age - the end of life can be
pretty horrible for a deer. For all wildlife. So why did I feel so heartbroken
about a deer hit by a car and so personally responsible for making sure that it suffered
as little as possible? I’ve been chewing on that ever since, and I think it
goes beyond the fact that I just really love animals.
I think we feel a responsibility for wildlife that live in our human environment. That deer was in the road that night because we built the road,
because in the last few years we took that isolated farmland and developed it
with McMansions and condos and now there are way too many cars on that narrow,
curvy, unlighted road. We turned this country into a country of edges, where
woods and fields come together, and the deer population thrived and increased
because edge is the perfect habitat for white-tailed deer. I’m not faulting us
for that (at least not right now, in this blog), but I am interested in how it
might make us feel responsible for the animals that then live and die in our
human landscape. It’s not so easy to just dismiss death as “part of the life
cycle” when we set up the conditions that led to it.